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(May 14, 2024)
From the first eerie encounter in 2008, I was captivated by the mysteries of the unexplained. What began as a fascination quickly evolved into a perplexing and isolating experience, leaving me yearning for answers that seemed perpetually out of reach. Each occurrence seemed to defy logical explanation, and as they became more frequent, I am finding myself increasingly alienated by those around me.
Throughout history, countless individuals have grappled with similar challenges when attempting to share their encounters with the unexplained. Tales of strange phenomena, whether involving unidentified flying objects or inexplicable events, have often been met with skepticism and disbelief. This pattern persists despite occasional disclosures from government sources regarding secretive programs like crash retrievals, leaving a void between official narratives and personal experiences.
In my pursuit for understanding, I sought solace within the Mutual UFO Network (MUFON), hoping to connect with others who shared my encounters and sought genuine answers. Establishing a MUFON chapter in Albuquerque was intended to foster a supportive community, yet the reality has been disheartening. Instead of camaraderie, I encountered skepticism and dismissal from fellow members, many of whom were more interested in debunking than believing.
The irony of my situation is glaring. I established a platform for those seeking understanding, only to find myself mocked and ostracized for sharing my own experiences. This disillusionment begs the question: where does one find a safe space to explore such topics without fear of ridicule?
The struggle to reconcile personal encounters with unexplained phenomena against a backdrop of skepticism and mockery is deeply isolating. It is a quest for validation and comprehension, a yearning to bridge the chasm between personal reality and public perception. While governments intermittently hint at the existence of enigmatic programs, the lived experiences of individuals like myself remain relegated to the fringes of credibility.
Yet, amidst the challenges, there is hope. The journey continues, fueled by an unwavering curiosity and determination to seek out others who share similar encounters. It is a quest for a genuine dialogue, for a community that embraces curiosity without judgment.
In the realm of unexplained phenomena, the pursuit of understanding is a journey fraught with obstacles. The journey may be solitary, but it is not without purpose. It is a testament to the enduring human quest for truth and meaning in the face of the inexplicable. And while answers may remain elusive, the pursuit itself is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit.
So, to those who find themselves navigating similar paths, know that you are not alone. Though the journey may be challenging and the road uncertain, the pursuit of truth is a noble endeavor. Together, let us continue to seek understanding, to share our stories, and to strive for a future where experiences like ours are met with empathy and open minds.
Stay Kind, Question Everything
~ (Ryan) Stellae Ambulator
"Instead of camaraderie, I encountered skepticism and dismissal from fellow members, many of whom were more interested in debunking than believing." Here is this thing about debunking vs believing (or rather, debunkers vs believers.) (Taking a page from the late Carl Sagan) Debunkers don't really want to just believe. They want to know. Knowing is far more satisfying (IMO) than merely believing. Believing is easy! Knowing is difficult and the process of knowing is fraught with disappointment. Now; debunkers do not debunk due to malicious intent or cruelty. Debunkers want to believe, but more they want to find the truth! And unfortunately, truth and fact is not based solely on belief alone - in most cases. In any case; whe…